Surrounded By People and Still So Alone

I feel so lonely.  So many people have come and gone in my life.  Most of them just used me.  I listen to people and am very loyal.  I feel I was used for money, rides, someone to listen to.  I've taken people in when they had no place to go.  I feel I get no respect from anyone that I meet and just get used.  It's really very sad and pathetic.  I love the people I've met here but I'm sad I have no one to talk to on the phone or to see a movie with.  Someone's shoulder to cry on.
Tumblindice Tumblindice
36-40, F
5 Responses Jul 13, 2007

The reason you feel the way you do is because you have a big heart. People see that in you. In this world the wicked take advantage of the good. They are the ones with the issue (a heart of stone), not you. You need to surround yourself with others who care like you do and get away from those who only take. Don't change being one of the people with a big heart, the world needs more people like you.

U can call or msg me whenever baby I will never use a lady for anything like that the only using that's gonna take place between me( a real man ) and lady is in the bed room where she can use me to fulfill all her dreams and I hope I could do the same but I understand completely

I totally understand how you feel. What makes it hurt more is when the people in the room with you supposed to be the ones close to you. Hang on there and if you like we can be friends and my shoulder is for you to dry on.

I can also identify with feeling lonely, but not for the same reasons as you. Hang in there.

I know exactly how you feel, to be alone in room full of people,I use to feel so empty, void of any feeling. By being here and trying to help others I have found out that I indeed was helped, so hang in we are all family here and their is usually always someone to listen, good luck