Valentine's Day Blues

 I just ended a six year non-relationship (very complicated situation) this past week. We've decided to not talk for a little while. Well, I decided, but he didn't protest. He started dating somebody. Though they're not exclusive, I saw that it was becoming pretty serious, and it was tearing me up inside. I knew I had to get over him. We've both tried to end things before, but we both are so attached to the situation and each other that it never lasts. We always come back to each other. But I won't go back this time. I can't.

My favorite holiday is Valentine's Day, but it's hard this year, especially knowing he's going to spend it with her. Though we were never officially together, I had very real feelings for him. He's one of my best friends, and when I'm sad, I want to call him... but I can't right now, because I'm sad BECAUSE of him.

I really want to get over him, so I know I need to go a few months without any contact. It's going to be hard, but I know I need to move on from this. I guess I'll just take it one day at a time... but this one is definitely a hard one.

sweetcatastrophe sweetcatastrophe
22-25, F
1 Response Feb 14, 2009

Ugh..you have my sympathy! There is nothing worse than needing to talk to your best friend because you are hurt..but being hurt BECAUSE of them! If my hubby and I ever split up I would be LOST..because he is truly my best friend!!