sorry if my english isn't good (actually i'm french) I lost both my parents two years ago and i still live in their house. I never felt this way before, as if nothing is important now. I have good friends and a boyfriend but something still missing...when i'm alone, i feel like dying...i know that someday, things will go my way but for the moment, nothing's real and nothing good can happen to me...I always have this impression to be empty, dead inside... i can't see good sights of my own life, and all i want is to leave this place, leave this country and start again somewhere else... i would like to become someone else....

onlyashes onlyashes
2 Responses Feb 16, 2009

Your words made me sad... I agree with flourlady: change is sometimes good and sometimes necessary.

maybe you could start again somewhere . sometimes change is good