A Lonely Life

I have been lonely for most of my life. Not because I moved around alot but because I just never knew how to make friends. I didnt have a true friends til the fifth grade and after a year she moved away. After her I had my friend Becky wh after a year I moved away. Then came Daniel who after a year graduated high school and I have not seen him since. Now I am 19 and have my best friend Sheila who I have known for little over a year and I think is going to be my friend for years to come.

clainetwin clainetwin
22-25, F
1 Response Feb 26, 2009

I still don't have many friends as an adult. I don't connect with women my age due to them being mothers and grandmothers. I don't want to be friends with my husband as he is as difficult as my mother was when I was a child. My mother thought my sister should be my best friend as her sister was hers. My sister and I just happen to be born into the same family and that's just it. I wouldn't like my sister or care about her at all if she was just the kid down the street. <br />
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When I join the church my husband wanted to pick friends for me due to his being friends with their husbands. I go to church to worship and praise God not for fashion or friends. I work with some people I consider friends but none so close. I guess I'm a loner.