Today is a bad day. I feel really low and I hate when I'm like this. I just feel like giving up when I have days like this and say **** it all. I am so lost and I feel like no matter what I do it will never be enough. I just wish I can understand why I feel this way. Medicine didn't help, therapy either. I always come back to this point. There are days I wonder if death will finally make it better and people would be at peace instead of always judging me but even then they would judge everything else, possibly my coffin. I feel alone and no one understands me. I'm tired of being the bad guy. I'm tired. Just plain ol' tired.
MissJourney360 MissJourney360
36-40, F
1 Response Aug 16, 2014

You're definitely not alone. I know talking can only provide temporary relief but if you'd like to just have a conversation I would enjoy that chance.