Lonely In Crowds - and Uncertain About My Future.

 I feel lonely in crowds due to lack of like-minded thinking. Its the usual story, its no doubt been told millions of times before. I feel insecure about my future - because I want to make my dreams come true - and I am sticking by them even though its slow and painful progress (due to fear of failure). 

I need the comfort of good friends or someone I can talk to in order to make the days easier to slug through. I really wish I could feel not just 'be important', but feel as though people are interested in what I have to say, and that it matters. I have alot to share with people - but few seem to want to listen. 

I can talk about some things with those I know - but the real things that I want to talk about - the personal stuff, the stuff that actually grinds away at me inside; I can't share this with anyone. 

Maul Maul
18-21, M
2 Responses Mar 1, 2009

I'm truly curious about these thoughts that you wish to share and you feel no one wants to hear.<br />
What are these thoughts you can't find anyone to agree with?<br />
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I don't expect you to talk about the stuff that "grinds away at you inside" but you should definitely take to heart that you are not the only one who feels that way. Who can't speak about the things that are truly affecting you, hurting you.<br />
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Seriously...I'm interested... let the conversation begin :)

Share them here then.We listen.That's what we're here for :}