Did I Do the Right Thing

Here I sit away from my husband of 4 years together for 6.5.....I finally moved out and said I was looking after a place for a year with in some sort of hope I think he just might change yet I dont think so......

He was so amazing when I 1st met him and fun.then his dad wanted him to get married and to marry me....long story short his dad asked him to marry me...I was not aware of this until last week I had lunch with my mother in law and she told me this as well they were always concered he was gay...

His dad passed on 4 years ogo and ever since then it has been really bad between the both of us he like the other young woman late parties and a few drugs that were involved never did he want to have sex with me he pushed me away or was always to drunk......so I had a affair after not having any touching for 2 years and he was having all the fun I thought it was something thatI would have never done if I was wanted at home .....so with my affair came a little one.just my luck but all is good I had her and was happy with the fact that I would be a single mom......but yet I feel so guilty and so not sure on what steps I need to take.affaid of just maybe hurting him or putting him into a situation that he wants to kill himself yet again like he did when I was six months prego........

He still has the girls and he still lives the party life that is why I have moved out I really have to see if this is the right thing for me to do and as I am writing this I know it is

justas justas
36-40, F
1 Response Mar 3, 2009

its the right move, no worries there! look after your self and your little one, everything will work out fine.