Not As Much Anymore

Not so much anymore maybe  cause I hadn't let myself feel that way again.  No wonder I've put alot off in my life that has sitting in a crowded room accosiated with it.  The feeling was't so good.  Even though now I still get that feeling when I'm on a bus or train etc.  I would love to just screem out sometimes when I'm in those situations.......And stuff everyone who'd look at me strangly.
mysticmum mysticmum
36-40, F
Aug 14, 2007