Finally, I had the courage to tell you how I really feel about you. I even went to our meet-up place earlier than the others because I was so excited to see you.

Seeing you in a crowd was easy for me because you were wearing your favorite shirt. I run towards you leaving the others behind. I was running with my arms open, ready to hug you. I missed you a lot. You gave me a tight hug and told me you miss me. Our friends, were having their own partners so we decided to part ways with them. You dragged me into Starbucks because you're gonna tell me something important. If you only knew, how happy I was inside when you told me that, but you had to break it by saying you found "The one" in your university. I hoped that I was your "The one". Hopping that we could be together.


While you were busy texting someone and telling me how great she is, I was busy sipping coffee and day dreaming how would it turn out when you said I'm the one for you. Honestly, I was fighting myself if I would walk away or not. I didn't because, if I did, you would question me why did I do that then I have to tell you how much you mean to me. It would create a lot of trouble or maybe you'll stay away from me, and I don't want that.

Lunch came, you announced that you were gonna treat all of us for lunch so our friends were thrilled. While they were having their own ways, I was there staring at you while you were still busy texting someone, I guess you were texting her. You haven't even touched your food. You hastily made your way out and our friends didn't noticed you so I followed you. While we were going down the escalator, I can't help but notice that you're excited. We went into Starbucks and you were searching for someone. I guess it was her and I was right.

Seeing you hug her, I wanna disappear. I am so humiliated because I was expecting that their would be an
"us". You introduced her to me, she smiled and said hi and I done the same. Walking back at the restaurant is a struggle for me, I look like a third-wheel. By the time we got back , I told you that my mom's calling and I need to leave now, you offered yourself to company me going out but I didn't accepted it because my mom never did called me, it was just an excuse to get away from you.

Now, I'm currently at Starbucks being alone.
Sakihiro Sakihiro
18-21, F
Aug 24, 2014