Around So Many Alone Onthe Inside

i have a problem drinking 2 much and peole like being around me but truely i cant stand it im dissapointment and really no one even those closest 2 me dont have slitest clue on who i really am. lol it kinda funny though in sad way.

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1 Response Mar 10, 2009

Most people drink to have a sense of belonging. I'm assuming if you are drinking with a group this is what you are trying to do. If it's not working, then maybe you should try to hang with them without drinking, see if you get more out of the experience by just being a bystander and laughing at your so-called friends while they're drunk instead. :)