Always Alone

Besides my boyfriend I have no one else.  I don't meet many people I connect with.  In fact, I feel like my relationship with most people is forced.  I have no one to grab lunch or coffee with.   My boyfriend is truly my only and best friend.  He is the only person I don't feel I have a "forced" relationship with.  Though we live together he is usually at work, even most weekends.  There isn't much time for me in his day.  I try and understand.  He is trying to make an impression on his bosses.  Even they are there on the weekend.  I am very lonely.  I was recently laid off.  Now I spend my days alone in the house looking for work online. 

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22-25, F
2 Responses Mar 13, 2009

I don't know where you live, but if you live in a metropolitan area, you might find friends through "" I am a very shy person, too, but I found friends through these groups.

some people aren't meant to be party people. If you only understood that some are meant to be happy alone. Yes, people find things to do by themselves. I go fishing on my own, and try to bring others along. But when we go, we separate ways to find where the best spots are and when we meet up again sometimes soon we share stories of great spot. You might just be an INTROVERT and don't know it.