Stupid

Life is stupid.  That's a lie.  But it sure seems like it right now.  I lost my job, and live in a ridiculously small town where there is absolutely nothing to do- no joke.  I miss being happy and having something to do.  I dread the time, trying to do tasks as slow as I can, praying it will take up some time.  I stare at the clock and watch the paralyzed minute hand.  Ugh! I'm going insane!

Manoa Manoa
18-21, F
2 Responses Mar 27, 2009

I live in a small county too... there is nothing to do, but most importantly I have no one to do anything. I did until a week ago when my boyfriend moved out and now I sit here, like you staring the cielings and walls wondering how on earth people do it... funny thing is I always thought I wasn't all that happy before, but this is a whole new low that makes the rest of my life seem pretty damn fantastic.. hah. Anyway, let me know if you figure out a way to pass time. I thought signing up for this would work, but it's not and its only 2:26... and the whole day ahead of me. *sigh*

I hear you, small town, an abudance of free time but nowhere of consequence to spend it.