Please Spare Some Time

I am lonely beyond words. My only best friend moved away to the otherside of the country. My Soulmate, the only love of my life has moved to the other side of the world. I know most of you may think thats no big deal, but you have to understand that in my culture, I cant just get up and leave to move with him. Were over. On top of all that, my older sister who Im supposed to look up to and have as moral support, decides to ditch my family and run away from home, leaving this tremendous amount of pressure on me. Again in my culture, its a VERY big thing, and my parents are literally in shock and are in SO much pain. I dont have friends for support, and Im not very social. I dont know what to do anymore. Can someone please spare me some kind words and just tell me its going to be okay, because at this point I dont see how it is.

bluecars8 bluecars8
18-21, F
3 Responses May 26, 2009

I am so sorry. I don't know if you pray, but although you may think it difficult right now, when things are really bad for me, I sit and thank God for 5 things. Any five things. They may be as small or seemingly insignificant as having gas in my car, or having someone smile at me that day, it doesn't matter. Just find 5 things to be thankful for. When I am grateful, I find that more things I am grateful for come my way. As for your soulmate, I believe we can have multiple soulmates in this life. You will be happy and you MUST believe that. As for your sister, try not to be angry. Try to look at what she's done with love. I understand that it is hurtful to both you and your family, but one day she will explain this to you. One day you will understand. Everything will work out. In the meantime, you ARE being social. You are opening up to people here. I don't know where you live or what there is to do there, but sometimes the best way to meet people is to simply go out and meet them. Go get a coffee, go have a drink, strike up a conversation. Email me. I'll answer.

Ah life, it can be a real b*&@^ sometimes. Hope everything starts to turn around for you. You will be strong and you will make it through all this and in time it will all work out and make you a better person.

i have many spare moments to spare hun i am always home alone. so if you need someone just write and i will answer. ok