Not Heard

I can't stand bing alone any more. I am with my boy friend who dose not even see me. When I try to talk with him. All he says how come, with everything I try to talk about. I have three sisters. When I call them they talk only of their selfs. I gave advise, On what we were discussing, when I try to talk about me. For a moment I try to get a world in edge wise. only not to be heard, So at this point, I want to hang up! Thinking they don't care enough to listen. why the hell am I still on the phone. I'd Find a reason to say bye. I really don't have a friend. I have alot of love to give but no one to take it. I. am so very lonely.

comotimmys comotimmys 46-50, F 3 Responses Aug 6, 2009

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Thank you, Tuboshu, Restricted and Drummingboy. For bing their for me, I really need the help with my lonilnss, and pain. I would like to share my life with you if you don't mine. Back in Feb, 2008 I was. diagnosis cronic decease of the lungs. I did a breaghing test the results where 46% I did the test in Jun. of 2009 The results were at 45% I get out of breaghe, very ease my chest hurts all the time it's very tight. I just can't do what I use to enjoy the things I use to. well lets move on In Nov. 2008 I started having serzure they are small simble serzure, When I have them I can see hear talk. It't like shutting off your lights shutting them off then turning them on fast. or shutting them off for a loner time.I also bite my tungue. I can't get my words out alot of the the I for get alot. I would take my meds. and i'll forget right after, They haven't got my meds. right yet It's been all most a year. Well lets move on. A while back I hurt my self and I have To slip disc in C5 and C6 and C6 and C7 so I have alot of pain in my neck. See why I'm so lonely and afraid of whats to come. Like I sad my old man says how come when I tell him what hurts. So now you know how much I need that shoulder to lean on so thank you all very much. I hope you all will be my friend after This long insight of my life.

it is my pleasure to be your listener.i always a listener,except my husband,no one really want to listen to i konw what the importance of listening is.people are selfishness more or less.every one wants to be cared,we spent too much time to pay attention to our thoughts turned inward.

anyway,Comotimmys,i would like to be your friend.

I can relate to your story, my husband is like that, all he ever wants to talk about is how everyone is doing him wrong..and when I am depressed or down about anything and I try to talk to him, we end up in a fight and it's all my fault. I am so sorry you are lonely too..I am a good listener also, and am here if you ever wanna chat!