Hi. I feel that i will never have a happy life, I am on my own and have no family to support me, nobody to give me unconditional love, so all the time I feel insecure and not confident about myself as I should be. I feel so lonely and have a lot of panic attacks related to the fact that I will never have somebody who will protect me and take care of me. Life seems to be like a constant struggle with no happy end. The fact that i needed to leave my country and moved to UK does not make my life easier.I feel so tired and much older than I realy am( I am 34 years old now). I have a lot of potential and want to do a lot things in my life but I have no enough energy to make my dreams become true, what does make me really frustrated. I am sorrounded by people who has got relatives who always can provide some sort of support. I have no back up at all and it feels horrible.
If you are in similar situation please let me know how are you dealing with things and going through life.
Thanks and waiting for your answers.