I Am Lonely

So Not Even Worth It

By: mmxchrislove

Written on September 29th, 2009

I don't know what to do with myself..

i feel so alone..im no longer friends with everyone i used to be friends with, and when i try to talk to them they kinda just wave me off. my best friend is too busy partying with her boyfriend and all of his friends so i now have no one...my sister is in college and is having to much fun and i dont want to bring anyone down with my problems.

i have contemplated suicide multiple times but i have neither the courage nor the resources to do it, plus i'm just not selfish enough to put my family through that kind of pain. but lately i'm feeling like it's the only way out, with the lack of friends and huge workload that's been placed on me this year. I'm young-I've got my whole life ahead of me...but somehow i can't even imagine myself making it to university.

By: mmxchrislove

Age: 16-17 , Female

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4 responses

alexfloressk8

hey! dont you dare kill yourself. listen to me cuz i struggle with suicidal thoughts also, and have tried to overdose on pills before. luckily i ended up just getting really sick and it scared me. im regreting trying to kill myself now. imagine if i did die, i wouldn't be able to regret it. suicide is never the answer. you just need people to talk to. i just started using this site and i feel so much happier and full of hope again. continue using this site and hopefully you will feel better in time.

Sep 30, 2009
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squid4u

Volunteer for something at school, a church ect.

meeting new people can lead to new friendships.

When is the last time you told yourself that you are wonderful, worthwhile and awesome!

Sep 30, 2009
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danielm85948

try to join a club .with hobby or hobbys you would like to do.and you will meet others like you and of the same age.life is fun so go out and enjoy.

Sep 30, 2009
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66me

You are young..and as my mother told me when I was 14..Suicide is a long term solution for a short term problem.. It isn't always easy to see a light at the end of the tunnel, but I promise things change..Life isn't always easy, but you grow from these things..and everything will come together, so don't give up!! If I had succeeded when I was 14.. I would have missed out on a whole lot of things..good and bad..kids, love and friends..and also being those things to others..Never give up..

Sep 29, 2009
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