Im Very Sociable
i have many, many friends, but maybe one or two people to talk about anything with. im considered very funny and friendly at school and social places but everyone seems to have boyfriends, girlfriends, best friends, while all i have is half the school thinking im a funny random guy. some of them know how i feel, but it doesnt seem like any of them care. im not thinking of suicide, but im just wondering when all these desperate feeling can settle down. people know im very sensitive, even though i pretend im not, as to not get people to ridicule me and lower my self-esteem even more.