I'm happy with my life and all my accomplishments by  23.   I'm 25 and I have a career that is starting out and still very new.  I've worked hard my whole being focused and doing what I need to do.  A lot of my friends use to say "Oh, you're so good.  I wish I was as dedicated as you were."  I was always so busy with school I never really had time to think about finding that one special person because my mind was set on one thing.

      Now, I'm working and doing my dream job.  I don't have anyone to share these things with.  I don't have anyone to come home to and tell them about my day and them tell me about their day.  When I first got hired I did have a special person but only for two months.  I remember being so excited that I had someone to talk to at night.  I remember feeling lucky.  I remember doing better at my work because I was truly happy.  I sometimes wish that I can reach out and hug someone, kiss someone, and hold someone. 

   I'm so very lonely and just don't know what to do anymore.

So,maybe I was more focused but ...... I don't have that one person.  I have friends but it is not the same.

PartyForOne PartyForOne
22-25, F
2 Responses Feb 11, 2010

you're not alone. <br />
have you tried online dating?<br />
I know lots of people who met someeone special that way.<br />
try it, but in your profile BE POSITIVE.<br />
No one wants to hear about anyone's failures. make sure its positive but honest.<br />
Do some online research about how to write a good online personals ad...:)

It's all good, sweetie - you're not alone. You have just reached a new stage in your life and have different needs. You obviously are very good at reaching your goals. And now that you are aware of what you truly want - turn your focus to this new desire and enjoy the journey:)<br />
Good Luck!