I Am A Care Taker Mom

I am at home all the time. I take care of my  son who is disabled. I hardly go anywhere and when I do I cant be gone for very long. I feel like my life is slipping away. My whole life is spent taking care of him. I love him but I need some time for me. I feel so loney and alone. No one in my family understands what a job it is. All their children are fine. they will have grandchildren. I will never have any grandchildren and this just kills me. I waited for this all my life and it will never be.i dont know if anyone understands what im going through

angelcyn angelcyn
46-50, F
Feb 19, 2010