I'm Like A Matchstick - I Light Up One Minute And Fade The Other..

And this is why I have problems getting in touch with people. I value my moments of solitude just the same (or even a bit higher) than moments spent with others. I came to think of myself as an people-oriented introvert, as contradictory as it seems. I'm not sure what it is that I really want...

Brownie25 Brownie25
22-25, F
2 Responses Feb 20, 2010

i'm like that. sometimes I love hanging out with a few close friends, but a lot of times I find myself telling them "i don't feel like going out today" or "i dont want to be around people today." i don't want them to take it personally, because it's not their fault. i just don't know how to explain it to them. indeed, i often feel like i am meant to wander this earth alone.

thank you very much for your kind words ;) it's nice to feel that there's someone there having similar doubts, because what seems to be the trouble here is the pressure of the society - the need to be with someone as if a partner was what really defines us...