I Am Lonely But Yet, I Am Not Alone..

I get so much love and suport from my family, friends and spouse and yet, I still feel lonely and I feel that I can only fight my battles alone! It takes a lot for me to open up and share my deepest secrets. When I tried seeing a therapist or psychiatrist, even they ended up betraying me and I then lost the trust in them along with the others. Noone will or can understand what I'm feeling or what i'm going through...

I didnt plan for my life to be like this. I did not choose to be an addict. Addiction isnt by choice but addiction is a disease! A disease that can be treated...

LadyComplex LadyComplex
31-35, F
2 Responses Feb 21, 2010

That means a lot to me. Thank You so much...

My dearest girl....there is one point on which you are wrong...there are people who understand, and who will not betray you. I know that it feels like you are totally alone in this...i also know how it feels to have been betrayed by people you thought you could trust...and how very hard it is to open up..to share your innermost thoughts and secrets, I have the same problem. It's a very big thing for me to trust anyone. Thank God we have EP!!! I hope you will find a forum here in which you can share yourself with like minded individuals, and in the process, work through some of your issues. There are some really great people here, and i hope you find at least one in whom you can confide. Please, feel free to contact me by PM , whenever you need someone to talk to...I promise not to be judgmental!!