Made Up My Mind.

I'm going to kill myself soon.  I just can't see any reason to live. 


But I'm confused.  I thought you were supposed to feel calm and happy when you'd made up your mind.  I just feel sadder. 

missyfin missyfin
26-30, F
2 Responses Feb 24, 2010

God don't make mistakes. You just haven't come face to face with your reason for being here yet. You dont' have the right to take yourself out until you have met your reason for being. Then it will be God's choice when you go. If you kill yourself, you could be stealing the blessings of someone else. If your future is waiting right around the corner, how dare you mess that up!

Maybe your mind is made up out of desperation and despair. I have the same feeling of having no reason to live. Life seems pointless when you feel yourself going nowhere. Feeling like everything to do is meaninglessMaybe what you thought your life should be isn't it after all. You should try to figure out who you really are and what is your purpose in life. Don't give up and look around saying this is all I am going to get. Searching for my purpose gets me through each day as it is my primary mission. I still put my family in my eyes so I don't forget that while I am searching, they shouldn't have to worry about me. Search for your purpose in life and see where that leads you. You should try a numerology site online and see what that does for you. It might sound crazy, but they are surprisingly accurate and it also helps you to understand why you are the way you are a little better. No one is born without a reason. Find your reason for excisting as I am for my own. Take care.