Feeling Lonely

I am fresh out of the hospital after having a surgery on my broken hip. I fell and my leg gave in. It all happened very quickly. My family is small and lives overseas. I did not let them know about my accident. I did let some friends know. It was a smaller group of people. 7-8 people perhaps. I did not hear back from most of them. The first 2 days after the surgery were most painful. I felt really lonely.

I have a brave face on and act as if everything is normal. I suppose that is because I have been drowning my feelings of sadness and loneliness for a long time. Or it is possible that I am going numb.

kingcitygirl kingcitygirl
26-30
Mar 1, 2010