The economy where I was living was horrible, so I started looking elsewhere for a job.  I did get a job I had applied for.  My husband is still looking for work.   I am not alone in a state I have never been to and my family is still in the other state waiting for me to find a place to live for all of us.  I am so lost and alone right now.  I miss my kids, my house and husband.  I don't know what to do.  I do not want to do this anymore and I know I do not have a choice.  I am tired of living in a hotel room hoping I will find the right house for my family in between working over time and trying to sleep.  I just want it to stop hurting.  I do not know anyone here and I have no one to help me.  The husband has his hands full with the kids and refuses or cant help look for a place to live.  I am not even sure where to look for a house here because of the newness of it all.  I don't know if any of this is coherent I just hoped that writing about it might help get the feeling of being overwhelmed out of my system ..

wintersxheart wintersxheart
31-35, F
1 Response Mar 2, 2010

That's a tough situation, I will pray for you and yours to be together again! this economy is hurting a lot of folks and tearing them apart. but you should talk about it, it is never good to keep these feelings bottled up. Find someone to talk with and if you really need to vent or talk you can call on me! God Bless!