No Escape

i look at my family who i know loves me, i smile to hide the pain, tears fill my eyes i wont let them see me cry, i cant explain this loniliness i feel, darkness surrounds me, its my constant enemy n friend, the pain inside of me, makes it hard 4 me to even breathe at times, i look at myself in the mirror, i hate the person i see, i scream n i yell, but the pain never leaves, i want to escape from this cage that am in, but u cant escape from yourself, i will never be free.