Slowly Dying

I'm so lonely it hurts. It feels like I'm slowly dying inside. All I do is watch other couples and hear about other couples. When is it gonna be my turn! I mean I'm 20 and no one has ever asked me out. What the hell is wrong with me. Why can't I be happy?!!?! I just wanna scream. I feel like this is killing me, it hurts so much I hate it.

annesocial annesocial
22-25, F
4 Responses Mar 5, 2010

I feel exactly the same.

Yes Jesus is your answer. He'll come around and you can go out on double dates - he's just so popular.

Jesus is your answer...simple, but true.

Being lonely sucks very badly. I grew up thinking there was something wrong with me. Then I had my first real love when I was 21. Of course she was the wrong girl for me even though were friends to this day but since then I went from one bad relationship to the next. My point is please dont settle for something just for the sake of being with someone. You will end up with a worse pain then being alone. I wish you the best of luck! Keep your heart open and dare to dream!