I Hate This

You know when you are so used to be around some one that when they are gone it hurts like hell. I shouldn't feel this way he wasn't been here for me for months. i hate this so much. I don't miss him. I miss what I thought he was. I miss being missed, being hugged and feeling warm and safe in some ones arms. I hate being alone so much.

I know I should be strong enough to stand on my own, but i don't believe us as humans were meant to be solitary creatures. we were meant to share our lives with another.

ChellieG ChellieG
18-21, F
11 Responses Mar 7, 2010

Yeah, but it gets better. Just takes time. And when it hits you that you were addicted to the feeling of being loved, and not really them because there were not who you thought they were, ya that SUCKS! haha :] so you play guitar and vent that way by becoming AWESOME! =D haha jk

i dont like being alone. i dont think my bf understands. i try to do things by myself but its hard. i wish i was strong enough to be by myself

i dont like being alone. i dont think my bf understands. i try to do things by myself but its hard. i wish i was strong enough to be by myself

i dont like being alone. i dont think my bf understands. i try to do things by myself but its hard. i wish i was strong enough to be by myself

i dont like being alone. i dont think my bf understands. i try to do things by myself but its hard. i wish i was strong enough to be by myself

i dont like being alone. i dont think my bf understands. i try to do things by myself but its hard. i wish i was strong enough to be by myself

i dont like being alone. i dont think my bf understands. i try to do things by myself but its hard. i wish i was strong enough to be by myself

i dont like being alone. i dont think my bf understands. i try to do things by myself but its hard. i wish i was strong enough to be by myself

i dont like being alone. i dont think my bf understands. i try to do things by myself but its hard. i wish i was strong enough to be by myself

i dont like being alone. i dont think my bf understands. i try to do things by myself but its hard. i wish i was strong enough to be by myself

I understand and it sucks.