Why Does It Have To Be Like This?

About 7 months ago I went into labor 3 months early with beautiful twin girls. I had them 3 months early and one died at 12 days old. Her sister survived and came home to me and my husband. About a month later Jessiboo got really hurt know one is for sure what happened but my husband is in jail and my baby girl is in foster care. I live all on my own. I have so much to take care of so much I'm going threw and I have to do it all on my own there is so much going on in my life and I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel so lost and alone and everytime I try to make a friend people start talking ****. My life is really messed up right now and I just don't know if it can get better.

babyboo89 babyboo89
18-21, F
1 Response Mar 14, 2010

If you need a person to talk to, I'm here. I can't promise to understand losing a child or any of what you are going through, but I will try... PM me if you want to talk a bit :)