Missing Warmth

At night when I lay in my bed and just stare next to me asking myself why I still never had a person laying beside me loving me and who I can love back. Every single time a lonely feeling resides inside me like a paraside which grows. It's depressing, is it so hard to get love from someone? I hope I can see the day when I can look into her eyes and see how strong she loves me and when I can make her undersand how much I love her. But it's still far I assume.
I want to give a little hint here: If you love someone, tell them before they are gone because it hurts when they leave.

Your firelord