Ripping Me Appart

Lonliness seeps into every cell of my being but lately I am accepting it as to who I am.  Somedays I wish I was not so lonely and start to feel sorry for myself but then I realize that this is the way life is for me.  I am forty years old and have always been alone and after years and years of feeling depressed I am starting to find hobbies, go back to school and get a degree, get a new job, and just do things that please me, because in the end that is all that really matters.

tatteredwings tatteredwings
36-40
3 Responses Feb 12, 2009

there is a difference of being alone and enjoying your own company,and that of being lonely.I truly believe you are well on your way to life's fulfillment I wish you all the best on your future path

I am starting to slowly do this. Reading books helps alot in discoverying who I am. And your right just enjoy my own company and being with me. Thanks for your comment

You can be alone and not be lonely. You must learn to enjoy your own company. Like yourself and take care of yourself.<br />
Discover yourself.