I Am Looking For A Friend To Laugh With

I am a 41 year old single mother . My youngest child is the only one living with me. she is 13. I do still live with a woman who was my partner for 2 years. Due to issues with my older two children we are no longer a couple. my older two children live in new jersey with the rest of my family and friends who no longer speak with me due to problems my 20 yeqr old son caused with major lies and criminal troubke, me, i have never been in trouble with the law, live in maryland, work at a local hospital as a cna, have trouble making friends due to self confidence issues, and have noone to talk to besides my 13 year old and that is not sufficient for me. I am very lonely and looking to make frieinds and try to rebuild my life.