Searching For My Bliss

I don't even know if soul mates exist. I'm 20yrs old and I've been in and out of bad relationships, and not quite out of a marriage. I feel like I'm never gonna find a soul mate. being single is hard enough, but its even harder with a child. I just want to find my bliss. There has to be someone out there that I can connect with on so many levels. Someone who wont run at the sign of commitment. Someone who will treat me like I deserve to be treated.

RabidusDecorus RabidusDecorus
26-30, F
3 Responses Mar 21, 2009

I hope you find your soulmate. I feel the same way. I am 31 still waiting for mines but this is what I think "The worse fight is the one than it does not become"

Before some can treat you the way that you want to be treated, you need to know who you are first. <br />
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Soul mates do certainly exist and I am witness to that having lost my husband seven months ago. It took me a lifetime to find him and I am blessed to have ever found him as most people never do. My loss now is so huge and I know that my life will never be the same.<br />
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Being on your own for awhile might be good for you as you have already experienced a divorce and several breakups. Find out who you really are and what you really want and then it will come to you.............you cannot find love on demand.......it doesn't work that way. It comes when you are least expecting it.

i thought i was the only one to feel that it is hard but you know something when you want it you can never get but when you dont need it it comes with easy.I have alway have had problems my self but no matter i hard i push myself to not be like others i still get bad mouth by somebody becuase i am like other people i do not like to do the things they like.and i even have went with wemen that had kids already and i still get kicked in the ***.sorry for my mouth but it hard out here everybody want to be a free spirit but in a wrong way.stay cheerful things will work out watch you will see.