Looking...

well i thought i had found her...

i would of bet my life, my soul, anything that i had met her...

but i was wrong, sooo very wrong..

if i had? if she was my soulmate???

then she would be here with me right now...

unbalanced23 unbalanced23
36-40, M
16 Responses Mar 22, 2009

Thank you....

Correct....<br />
So do I...

((((hugs))))

Luck??? I need a a lot more than luck...

The question is do I want it from someone other than her?? No....<br />
There is someone in my life that loves me unconditionaly, but I could never feel that for her. Why?? Because I feel it for another. There's a reason why they call then the "one", and for me?? There will only ever be one, the "one"...

To this day I still don't know why it ended. Without going threw it all, as far as I understand it. She got caught in a whole hell of a bunch of lies. And rather than deal with it all with me, it was easier for her to just run. In short?? Mixed in with her drug useage, everything she ever said, promised, and pledged was a lie. Its really sad, she had no idea what true love is or was. She was a very lucky woman, in my eyes she could do no wrong. I loved her so much that nothing in this world would of ever made me ever leave her. And the sad thing was that she knew it. I was just a doormat to her, and she was everything to me.<br />
Stupid me, huh??

Unfortunatly, I don't feel anyhing any more. All that is in my heart is her. There's nothing I can do about it. The heart wants what the heart wants. And neither time nor space will ever change that..

The one thing I haven't done, is give up. I could NEVER give up on her. I made her an eternal promise. It was her that gave up, gave up on me, on us.....

I know, but try telling my heart that..

So do I, even tho I know better?? I still believe, in my heart, that we were and will always be ment to be....

you and me both : /

i wish you well and hope you find her soon!

best of luck..

i'd like to think i'm a great guy, but??? she apparently did not. there was nothing i would not of done for her..<br />
in my eyes?? she could do no wrong..

I'm sorry that things didn't work out with her. She is probably missing out on a great guy.

hope you'll find the right one soon! :)