But Not A Lover...

I'm looking for someone I've been missing for quite a few years.

I don't know how many of you believe in foresight or seeing the past and truth be told, I really don't care. All that matters is I know I have a gift, even if I can't control it and usually can only tell stupid things like what song is coming up next or whatever. My sight into the past is more sporatic but more vivid.

I'd say 50 or 60 years ago, I lost my twin. I can tell you exactly what she looked like, but what would be the point? We've died since then. I know the general area were she is (though she could be he now... who knows?) and one day I hope to find her.

I know chances are she'll never find this ever and while it's a message to her, it's also a message to people who know they are missing someone as important to them as she is to me.

I will never stop looking for her. Ever. I love her dearly even though I haven't met her this time around. It seems hopeless when all I have is a general location and nowhere near enough money to turn the state upside down to find her. But little by little I'll keep searching because she's sacred to me.

And to anyone reading this who is missing someone too, there are people who understand that feeling and the frustration that goes along with it. And also know, that as much as you want to find them, they are looking for and missing you just as strongly.
AurynStar AurynStar
22-25, T
2 Responses Apr 13, 2011

Positive energies are drawn to such an adventure. It's nice to know I'm not the only one feeling like this. I wish us both luck and pray the universe will send our respective others.

i hope you find who you are looking for.