I,ve had a wounderful life up until my husband got killed in 1992 due to a tragic accident. I spent a few years alone, and found someone that I thought was genuine. wrong he has treated me like crap for a long time and I allowed it to happen .i,m a stronger lady now.. I do Know I do not deserve this anymore. I told myself over and over again I will not stoop to nothing less then my man whos 6 feet under he was the greatest. I,m stuck because I forgot who I was and am. if you have any advice please let me know. I have raised a beautiful daughter who serves our country today but wow i,m tired.