If It's Possible

Not many girls take a liking to me, it seems. I'm not sure if it's the things I like or my looks that screw me over every time. Maybe it's because I'm straight edge and refuse to do drugs or drink. It may even be because I'm TOO nice--which I honestly don't understand why that's considered such a horrible thing. There's days where I wish I could just throw in the towel and become a total d*uchebag, since that seems to be the only way to win a girl's heart anymore. Yet there's always something in my brain that tells me not to. All I want in this miserable life is to just have somebody love me. That's all I ask. Who knows how long I'll have to wait before I see that dream become a reality, though. It's really hard when nobody even takes time out of their schedule to talk to me; yet whenever I initiate a conversation, they just can't wait to get away from me. Why must I have to suffer like this? What have I done to deserve such cruelty? Why can't anybody just love me?
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1 Response Sep 23, 2012

I'm young and I know that but I know enough of what I want in my life.. And me personally can't stand douchebags.. Your just looking for the wrong girls not the right ones, don't ever throw the true you away just so someone can take a liking to you because the real you will come out eventually and the outcome might not be so great. Not only that but putting on a facade everyday will be unbearable.. Don't you want someone to like you for who you really are? So just listen to your brain and don't turn into a tool we have to many out there already and we don't need another one.. Just stay you and you will find the right girl and when you do don't let her go