tI have been married forover sixteen years. After about 2 years of marriage I went to a Physchiatrist becasue I thought it was me. Her advice was to leave him right away. Well, I didn't and here I am 15 years later and so wishing I was with my true love. My husband and I started disconnecting about 2 years after we were married. I always thought he was selfish and self absorbed but I thought he would change. Boy was I wrong. We have a beautiful son that I absolutely adore and I am so thankful for him. About 7 years ago my husband started suffering from depression but I was not really aware of it until 3 years ago. It started to get really bad about a year ago. He has been to Pyschiatrists, Pyschologists... He is now on short term disability. He is also having ECT treatments which scare the hell out of me. He has had 5 and so far it isn't helping. We have not been physical in 3 and a half years.
He has never been helpful in any way and almost always tries to make my life more difficult. It justy sucks so bad. I am loving, caring, kind, would bend over backwards for people... I just want to find my true love. I want to be taken care of for a change. Is that so wrong?