Life Truly Sucks....

Being born into a family with Lynch Syndrome, I have now lost 2 brothers, a sister and my dad to cancer.  My mother passed away too from non-cancer related illnesses.  For years I have been trying to come to terms with these losses in my life....
Last month I found out that one of my closest friends has terminal cancer. Today I found out my other closest friend has kidney cancer and "something" on her liver.

I keep trying to be strong for everyone, but I don't know how much more I can take.....I know that is being selfish....I mean my God!!!   They are the ones dying...I sill have my life. without them is so lonely.
bethf65 bethf65
Jul 12, 2011