Stage 4 Brain Cancer

The doctors said we need to start preparing for reality... but I just can't.
My boyfriend is 17, turning 18 in December. He was diagnosed with stage 4 terminal brain cancer last Christmas. I can't let myself believe he will......I can't.... I just want to love him, the very best I can, for as long as I can. There are no books, no articles from seventeen , no motherly advice, on how to date a boy who is battling cancer. It's hard, and each day is different. I'm so completely in love with him. I'm scared too. I don't know the end of this story, I'm afraid that each time I see him could be the last time. I wouldn't trade a second of this for the world. He's the most incredible guy, I'm truly blessed to be with him. I thank God every second I get for him. I don't know what I'm doing, if it's enough, or if it even helps. I have no idea what to say, what to think, or what the "rules" even are. I feel so lost in this situation. Yet, all I know, is I have to stay positive, and I need to continue doing what I can, because I truly do love him, for the guy he really is.
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1 Response Nov 27, 2012

Hey,my heartfelt sorrow for what you are undergoing.i dont know how late it is but soursop fruit monodiet and its leaves juice can work unbelievable miracles.supervised cancer patients on it.they feed exclusively on it,no other food apart from anona family fruits like custard apple.for you,be strong,download ANEW WORLD by Eckhart Tolle as firstpossible for yourself and boyfriends family and if possible him too.all the best.peace