Its been six years, and slowly slowly I think I am losing it a bit daily, I am trying to think straight and make it work but I don't know, what future holds.
I think I am refusing my self from getting help by not telling anyone , sometime I think I am punishing them by not telling it because what future holds will be tragic to them.
I really wished I had made better choices 6 years ago , asked for help then, now its too late, I am going into the abyss.
I have this nightmare, I am being chased by someone, I am tired of being rejected at many things. Sometime It wants me make reject life. I dont know what future holds...
But I am not giving up now even though how excruciating it can be at times.
rockfordseagull rockfordseagull
22-25, M
Aug 15, 2014