Lately my appetite's been going down. I don't really feel properly hungry much anymore.. I'm not sure why. I still manage to eat a lot though. That's what I hate. I could easily go without barely eating anything some days but instead I choose to fill myself with all sorts of food. I feel like a right pig. I wish I could just stop eating. I get kind of upset when my weight goes up... even if it's by a small amount. I know I'm not fat or anything. I just don't like it.
I wish I could stop eating as much. Then I wouldn't feel so greedy and horrible. I eat some many sweets and chocolates in one week sometimes. I feel so bad afterwards. Why can't I stop.. I'm only going to regret it.