Could Life Be Hell?

I strongly sympathize with your quandaries friend.



I find myself plagued every day with angst towards the "brainwashing" or disinformation in this world.



Be it political garbage, religious garbage, scientific garbage, all of it is no better than the celebrity garbage. There are countless lies that are believed as truths.



A big example is obviously christianity. It's a common belief in those religions that Jesus died so that the world may be forgiven of it's sins. This is really just a lie. Sure, if you wanna feel better about sinning and use Jesus to help you feel better, that's great. But the basic concept that one great person paid the price for all of our sins isn't really believed by the God that I talk with. Sure, he will be there for christians when they need it. But really, Jesus died cause of evil men, not cause he needed to pay any pennance for all of humanity. That's just teachings meant to brainwash populaces.



Also, you said that God does not show himself. Well, in my opinion, he is just shy. He has shown himself very very much to me the past while. But frankly, it took a lot of communicating with him to get him to communicate well with me. The truth is it sounds like he would much rather have our forgiveness to him rather than have us worship him. The idea of worshipping God is brainwashing to try and get humans to accept the belief that they are a lower being and must submit to higher beings. God wouldn't have you believe such things.





Now, as far as God and satan being the same. It's not really true. There's a lot of religious gibberish that talks of multiple personages all being a part of one person or something. A lot of christians think Jesus was god himself. Not true. I talk with Jesus as well and he is just a cool dude, he's not god, just a loving guy. He didn't die so that you can be forgiven when you don't exercise enough or some crap. But he would be willing to let you believe that if it made you feel better.



The reality is that satan is just one being. But he is the leader of a band of very evil beings. These persons rebelled against God and are working with living humans to ensure this world's utter destruction. He is just sort of trying to spit in the face of God and make his little creation called earth fail. Unfortunatley, it seems like he's winning and most likely will win with great destructions against the human species. This is the last decade with any hope for peace. Before the end of this decade the world will be bent on hunger and famine. Soon there will be diseases, likely lab engineered ones released on the populations in order to achieve their population reduction schemes. Too much bad is going to happen, so really, all God wants is for this world to stop killing itself. Not to have everybody worship him. He would trade his life for ours.