What The....?

What the hell happenend to me? Everything seemed kind of ok, then I had this terrible five years and now I have no idea what the hell is happening anymore. Where am I? How the hell did this happen? How the hell did I get here to this cold dark place in which even the thought sunlight hurts? I am sooo mad and sooo sad.. at how my life has become this crappy and lonely. THis is not the way I want to live..
Sickofit666 Sickofit666
26-30
6 Responses Aug 2, 2010

Right, ok, that was a joke. It seems like even if everything is going wrong, at least I can handle humour. And by the way people do not post on here to be told to "get on with it" and " make a change". Really such plaitudes are totally out of place here. Everybody already knows these things since none of us was born under a rock, ok? People write on here when they feel alone so that they can understand that there are other people in the same boat and that commuication may make them feel better and even philosophical about the nature of misery. So please leave your sententiousness to yourself.

I don't think that drugs or lying is going to get you anything more well it more than likely just make things worse maybe it is because of choices you made my life has been the same way but I know that a lot of it is because of bad choices I have made to get me to where I am today all you have to do is make up your mind to change it

Uhhh..buddy, if it was drugs I think I would know the reasons WHY everything sucks. No its not drugs and its not lying. Although now that you mention it, maybe the use of drugs and lies could help me out at this point...

Hey, my life went to crap in the last 5 years too... and I ask myself the same questions. <br />
Well, that didn't help you either I assume. <br />
Yes, I've become very cynical about it.

watch office space(it will cheer you up)...then change you mind on life..thats the real freedoms we all have is we can always change our mind

Drugs? Lying to yourself/others?<br />
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"THis is not the way I want to live.." - Then don't.