Everybody Wants Answers..
So what do you do? What do you want to be when your older? What are your dreams and ambitions? What are you doing about...life?...a bf/ husband? kids? family? bills? a house? God? career?..spending your life working to live..or living for your holidays and not to mention the weekend or perhaps your retirement... Or those shoes or that dress that you saw that would make you look just darling! ...These questions plague me, this lifestyle surrounds me...and I can't stand it. The answer is I don't know...I don't know what I want to be, what I want to do..but I'm meant to have an idea by now, I'm meant to have it sussed..But I haven't. I want happiness, I know that...but then who doesn't right? what will make me happy is something I have yet to find. I want to make a difference and maybe travel. But everything up and including happiness or even helping people comes at a price these days...and I am penniless. Then for the religious folk out there, which my family are...there is..what about God? Are you right with God? How's your relationship with God?...I feel like sticking my head in a toaster if that was physically possible and screaming..I DON'T KNOW! ..spiritual wilderness, bewilderment, confusion..I've got them all, I'm lost.. And you may be too...though you might not have realised it. My life seems to have no roadmap and no direction signs..maybe I misplaced it in my last life O.o