I Am In Limbo....I feel like I am limbo. I feel empty and I try to remain optimistic but I just feel stuck and it's so hard. I don't know what to do. I am rambling right now I know, but this is what I am going through.
I haven't had a job in two years, and for that time I have been using that time to finish school, while living under my parents roof. But I am so sick of not having a job, and I would like to at least have some income coming in so I can pay my bills. I hate this feeling, and it just doesn't seem like our economy is getting any better. I've filled out application after application online and went to some places even. And still no calls. I feel like a pathetic loser. I don't get it. My best friend doesn't even want to talk to me.
I've had an interview for an internship and didn't get it, I've had an interview for some call center and didn't get it. And mainly because my self-esteem is so low that when I walk into the interview, I am not prepared and don't know what to do. I hate the interview process! It sucks! It's like could you just give me the job?!! I need money!!! I'll work hard and do my best to learn quick!! I have a 3.5 gpa accumulative and 4.0 for the semester. I feel I should deserve some kind of job for getting awesome grades so far! But the world I guess doesn't look at that. And I guess I should be selling myself like that at interviews. I've said positive things about myself that I should be selling at an interview as to why I want to be there and why I deserve to.
I know I am not the only one struggling out there. So if anyone else out there has a something to say, I'd like to hear your story.