Its Happening Again

i dont know how i get to this stage. where everything feels like its falling apart when really its all in my head. why am i so paranoid. why cant i just accept the good when i always accept the bad. life seemed so much more fuller this day last week and now my mind is playing tricks on me when im trying to be strong, its like i wont let myself be happy. im sending all these bad thoughts out into the world and its working, everything is slowly unraveling. im lost again. i hate it.  
MollyQ MollyQ
18-21, F
1 Response Jun 5, 2012

Did something happen recently to you that has troubled you? Or is it just the fears I think most of have buried deep inside our minds that you let out to the surface? You have to find your anchor in your life. Is it a loved one? Something that you do that you find enjoyable? Your life is still probably what it was a while ago you just can let your fears take over. You are young and have a lot of good times ahead of you. Look in the mirror you are still the strong person you always were. If you need someone to talk to drop me a line. You will get back to where you need to be.