Went to cry alone in my room and no tears would fall.
I have messed up everything again. I guess i will have to
burn yet another bridge.

I lost me a long time ago and can not get her back.
Wish I could find my way back to the old me.
The new me kind of sucks right now.

I miss my love, myself, my company.
I am adrift in this world with no  landfall insight.
misery22 misery22
36-40, F
2 Responses Jun 14, 2012

I love your user name, btw. <br />
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Reading "I lost me a long time ago, and cannot get her back" totally resonated with me. I've been there before, and sometimes I drift back into anticipation of waiting for the chance to blossom again...<br />
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For encouragement, I'd just like to say that you have not lost you. Our stuggles help define who we are, and make us stronger.<br />
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Something that has helped me is the recognition of the idea that our attitude is a choice. Everyday when you wake up, choose strength. Choose optimism. Choose to be better than who you were yesterday. Little by little, the choice will be made without much effort.

Being adrift in a world where you feel alone and lost can be scary. But as foolish as it might sound you can always start over and learn from your mistakes. You are young and have so much of your life ahead of you. The difference now you are wiser and stronger now. Learn from you past mistakes, start over you can ake things right. It may not be easy but yo know now it is the right thing to do. Good Luck on your new future.

Thank you for your warm comment....