Everything Goes Wrong

i am sick and tired of loosing.. sick and tired of getting rejected
It starts from the time my college started having companies to recruit us.There was a mock test held in our college i was in top 3.Before the companies could come for interview every one said i am going to be selected. I was known as one of the best students of my college.I Prayed a lot to god and asked him to let me get selected in the first company that comes as its the best.There came a company i couldn't clear aptitude.So i dint get into it. I cried a lot.Then came the other then came the other.I couldn't clear the first round itself and i am still jobless. i am tired of people telling me do not loose hope.
Usually when i go for competitions i win but this time i lose lose lose. Everything's wrong.Why is this happening.I have gone through the mistakes that i did but ever other time i make new mistakes.Now my confidence is very low.Now my college mates and my lecturers look at me like i am a big looser.:
shibzz shibzz
18-21
Sep 15, 2012