Has It Really Been 4 Years?

Around March or April 09, I lost my way in life. Looking back now it's all become a jumbled mess of events and feelings that I now have trouble piecing back together. I guess the only thing that really matters is the fact it happened and now I want to find my way back. I should have left some breadcrumbs or something.

It's going to be hard but I think I can do it. It would be much easier if I could forget all that has happened and just start from scratch. There's a lot of pain to sort through. But if I don't do something I will remain lost and I don't think that's a good thing.
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Jan 4, 2013