Glass Bubble

I hate when people say I'm strong. I'm not. I guess I'm good at keeping up appearances, or else they wouldn't think that. I joke instead of cry. Or am quick with a come back so that the idiot in question knows I'm not playin' their game. But if I stand alone, it hurts and there's nothing I can do except hurt.

The world loves me, yet everybody hates me. I'm scared. I care too deeply. I'm a person. Not product. I'm me. Not yours. If I had ignorance maybe I'd feel better. I'm afraid of the outside. It'll only do me harm.
I don't know what to do. All there is to do is write.

I'm a huge conflict. The war rages on.
Am I me, or am I want they want me to be? Is it possible that me is what they want? The past has proven that not to be the case. I think.

orchid00 orchid00
26-30, F
1 Response Jan 18, 2013

I think you need to find who you really are deep down inside and once you do no one can take it away from you. Once you find who you are you will find true happiness and you wont care what the world thinks about you because you and the people who truly care about you will love you for who you are not what you pretend to be. That's what matters the most :)